♥~Angelic Haven~♥

NEVAH!!! hell no am I gonna let someone make use of my username... not even in a million years... better say not ever in life!!! hahahaha

 

well I just had to upodate to make sure they don't kick or steal or watever word u wanna use for it. damn i shud try to update this place once in while but i can't help it as it tends to lag at time >____<

 

ok end of update

So it seems that I have a stalker and he is begining to annoy me to the core and what irritates me more is the fact that he knows a hell lot about me and he is sick. Well if he weren't sick he wouldn't be hiding like a chicken afraid to be slaughtered and I don't really care if he is or happen to read this as he is a guy with no balls. He doesn't even have the guts to come up to me in church to even introduce himself. Well since I label him as woman.... I shall publicise his cowardness and lust toward someone who is totally not interested in him.

 

 

 

 

       Yeaps.... so it seems college begins on Monday. But yours truly hasn't even collected her timetable as of yet, that would mean waking up damn early and getting to coll by 8.30am (can i do it???)

       Now back to how I've been spending my holidays. OK let's see- I had to months of holiday and I.... DID NOTHING but sleep, eat, download songs, play games and eat more and sleepa more and play more and more games. Basically, I was wasting time for about one month till the wedding invites started coming in for the month of July.

       OK bout it for now.... so till the next time i decide to pen something down here...... truthfully I don't like bloggi

This is to whoever reads this... PLEASE give me the defination of friendship... your defination.

 

I would really like to know.

ENJOY!!! >)

 

Great!!! Just what i needed at a time like this... After 4 years of silence, the noise n craze has begun. How do you people understand football? My point of view: Just a bunch of barbarians running across the field, (showing of their so-called sexy legs) figthing for the ball and running across the field.

 

Please forgive me all you football fans but personally I do not understand the game. Though I do like certain type of sports but this ain't one of 'em. I just really hope that certain people would just calm down and watch the game like normal people and don't go over-ly crazy for the bunch of men running across the field in shorts.

Once again I apologize to all you fans of football, may whoever you are hoping to win will win in the end. Adieu~

 

PS:- I'm not exactly in good mood after a certain strings of events due to certain poeple. so please do not mind my meaningless rants as I just feel like ranting away before my head actually burst due to compressing it all....

 

To you people who know that you're the cause for this ranting, you know what to do la. If not.... I suggest you go figure it out.

 

And also to those who have noticed me being weird at times, my biggest apologies, I'm slightly tensed up at the moment as you can see from reading the above text. Just give me some time to sort things out, and don't be mistaken. I don't mean to shun you out of my life but it's just that I do have my own ways of trying to solve and comfort my ownself.

 

Ja~

why is it always have to be me to be blamed? why is it always the other one favored and not me. why am I always considered the black sheep?

 

ya.... cause i don't show emotion. i can never seem to show how i care, i can never tell you that i care. why don't i? cause whenever i try to express it. it always ends up being done/said in a wrong way. it is always interpreted in a wrong way, that i have just reached a certain point that i rather remain stone. i'm sorry but its the only one way for me to keep myself away from people. What i see is now and has always been someone who is lonely and will always be lonely. CAUSE i don't know how to handle my ownself that everyone from the youngest to the oldest can treat me like a rag doll. I AM NOT UR TOY!!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!!! Let me do as I please without being held down like a bird.